I found my heaven brilliant, vibrant in color and incredibly peaceful. I spent many days with the gods and goddesses helping those to fall in love, and help others still with their current life. I learned a lot about the worlds around me and developed into a stronger being. Still, my mind rest uneased on my former friends. The goddesses around understood my pain and granted me a visit to Earth. As I arrived I immedately saw Kaane, resting on the beach I had died at. Deep in contemplation, I assume he didn't seem my landing and I soon made myself aware. We embraced and spoke of life on each side.

The truth was, we both yerned to confess undying love.

With my stay on Earth short, we both admitted to the hardships endured without eachother. Like magic, we were one. Amazing that life has the ability to bring two beings together... but lo, we were destined to remain apart as my time on Earth was none but temporary. As immedate as love sparked, it was cut short once more.

He pledged to wait for me, but we both knew... he would never see each other again.

-Homebound-
What brought next was none too short of miraculous. I returned to my heavenly home, in the care of the gods and godesses. I enjoyed my stay as best I could but nothing would tear my contemplative mind from my beloved. Days, weeks, years past in what seemed like the blink of an eye. I watched him developed into an incredibly handsome stallion and daydreamed of his presence in my hours alone. Heaven is said to be the most beautiful, brilliant, majestic thing experienced. Nothing though, compared to the pains I felt within my heart. I may as well, though bitter as it sounds be living in the darks of Hell, without my dearest.

Aphrodite saw my pain, my bitterness towards much around me. Realizing quickly of the cause, she took me aside. Telling me I had an oppertunity to return to earth as a spirit sent my body aflame. To renew my friendship with Falmarin... to visit my old herdlands... to be with Kaane... my senses went wild. Striking a simple deal with the Goddess of Love, I was sent back to Earth to rejuvinate my body. A part of our deal was for me to bare child. Though I questioned her motives, I did agree. She assured me it was what I needed in my life... and it would be the factor that brought me to my love once more. They would be his children, they would simply be concieved in a spirit manner, not a physical.

As I returned to Earth, I was indeed with child. I felt like the virgin mary, and laughed about it for sometime afterwards. I bore my first child on the same banks I had died on. I named him Budakii, in my homeland tounge, meaning Strength. Budakii and I traveled onwards_ I felt I was now ready to meet those who affected my life so greatly once again. I searched for what seemed to be an enturnity before I realized I was once again with child. I couldn't understand what was going on, and those I tried, the godesses would not reply to my plea. Again I traveled as nearly a year past. Delphina, meaning "Equality", was born and I continued my travels as if nothing had happened. It was ocassionally difficult to tend for my two children, but somehow, we always managed. I felt a bit saddened at the fact the father of my children was not capable of seeing them grow. Budakii was incredibly spirited and very independent. I ocassionally had trouble keeping him in line, but he was always respectful. Delphina, though still but a young one, seems to be very modest and reserve. I believe our children take on an incredible likeness of Kaane and myself...

-Final Reunion-

With my obsession with Kaane continually growing, I never shook his image. I constantly remined my children of how brilliant he was. They developed a passion as well for meeting him.
I finally found him on a beach South of Venezuela. Our encounter was a bit of confusion. Budakii stumbled upon him while running off like normal. Assuing he was a rouge stallion, Bu immedately took defence and defended his sister and myself. When I caught a familiar scent to the air, I immedately came over. We hadn't seen one another for years and years and both had grown a good deal. As we realized who eachother were, our joy could not be measured in any instrument. The feel of him put me in a place I had never been anywhere else. My mind raced with millions of things to say and do, but everything came out in tears. I tried to control my emotion, and for the most part, I did... but who can contain love for another?
Budakii and Delphina were obviously incredibly confused, but Delphina took to Kaane quicker. She immedately accepted him as her father and was as overjoyed to see him as I was. Budakii on the other hand, was much more suspicious and didn't wish to take Kaane in. A bit bitter, though there really was not right to be, he took his time adjusting to having a dad or even admitting it. Eventually though, we both know Bu will give in. He has nothing to fear from Kaane... and nothing to hide.

Since out meeting, I've done many things... I've truly experienced life and even came back in contact with Falmarin, whom also is a dedicated mother. I find it facinating that we had met as but children ourselves, and now, bare our own. Life could not be any better.








-Friends/Family-

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Falmarin

Final Closure is something we never recieved. In past years, Fall's instability had drove to the death of me. In recent years though, it really seems Falmarin has developed incredibly as a mare. She's birthed her first child, as I was blessed enough to witness it. I happen to be an aunt and sister all at the same time. I assume since my engagement with Kaane, Fall would be as a sister I never had the enjoyment of having. Along with being my best friend, she's literally one of the most advanced being's I've ever had the pleasure of meeting.

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Kishou

Heheh... I really, honestly don't know much of Kishou. Being, I assume, my new brother (wedded to Falmarin) I have some right to include him. I first met Kishou in the cove of POTN. It was in the late stages of Fall's birthing that I even was able to introduce myself. After he heartedly passed out from the sight, I enjoyed watching the vetran father do this thing. :)

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Raine

And Raine... oh do I miss him. One of my other best friends, Raine always was capable of cheering me up. He disappeared long ago, and hadn't told a soul where he planned on going. I ocassionally find myself thinking of him and wondering if he's out there... or if he's even still alive...








-Love-

Kaane

Like I've stated over and over and over again, Kaane is my one dearest. I would be absolutely lost without him and we've spent so long apart, I would like it never to leave his side. Just his look sends absolute chills up my spine. We've been through incredibly trials and tribulations, but through it all, we've managed to remain together. If something was ever to happen to my Kaane, I would literally have nothing to live for. Besides the company of my two children... of course. He is my everything... and I would rather spend 100 million eturnities in Hell then never see him again.








-The Foals-

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Budakii

Strong willed is all I may say for my oldest son. Bu always had a seeming strength about him, taking the position of 'guardian' while Kaane was not present. He always manages to get himself in trouble one way or another with anything he does, but can always pull himself out. Bu is a little fire-cracker once started, but his strong opinions only shape him to be a better character.

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Delphina

Delphina on the other hand is the exteme oppsite. She's incredibly timid and remorse. She tends to cling to Kaane and myself for extra safety and is very recluse about everything she does. She really relies on others, but is an amazing, beautiful individual.








-Artwork By Icy-

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