.Preference s
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•Night
•Rain
•Solitude
•Blood
•Stories
•Jocularity
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•Sunlight
•Idiots
•Groups
•Himself
•Vampires
•Secrets
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.Journa l
June 26: I am now unsure of how long I have been here. The sky always remains the same color. I have been walking for what feels like two days... and before now, I never really wondered about this place. I was young last time; my mind was filled with stupid, childish thought and fear.
I won't say that I'm not scared now. I don't know how I got here...or why I'm here. I will not lose hope like last time.
.Pas t
My past is something I don't fully understand; I don't expect you to. However, I will explain the best I can...
I was a very happy child. I would say I was the happiest out of my seven siblings.
My parents seemed to have their own issues. I was too young to understand and now I think I never will.
I wandered away from my family one night; I got curious at my first sighting of a firefly. I followed the insect for almost a mile before I finally lost sighting of it. And then I looked around to find what I had done...I had gotten myself lost.
I cried and howled for hours, waiting for my family to come and take me home. But they never came...they never heard my cries.
I was alone.
Or so I thought.
It seemed ominously quiet around me until I heard the shifting of another soul somewhere close by. I panicked. Scrambling over roots and scratching through spider-webs, I tried to escape.
The last thing I saw was a flash of white; and then a deep red.
How long I was out escapes me. Where I woke up seemed timeless.
It was freezing and incredibly silent. There was no wind. The only thing that moved besides myself was the slow fall of snow.
All that I could see for miles around was the snow. I stood shakily, feeling dried blood on the right side of my face. I did the only thing I could. I screamed for help. I screamed for my mother. I screamed for my father. I screamed for my brothers, my sisters, anyone...
And no one came.
Finally, I could scream no more. So I began to walk in hope of finding someone.
I walked for hours...for days. For weeks it seemed.
My hope was vanishing alone with my sanity.
Until finally, I spotted a white shape up ahead. I thought at first it was just an oddly shaped clump of snow, but I was mistaken. I walked a few steps toward the figure, my legs shaking under me from exhaustion and fright. The figure came into a clearer view as we moved toward each other.
It was a tall, slender white wolf. She gazed down at me with golden eyes. "Ronaiu." she spoke.
I collapsed, unable to stand anymore; I was going to die. I couldn't even keep my head up. I strained to look up her. I was still amazed she knew my name. "Where am I?" I croaked; my voice was so raspy it was near inaudible.
She didn't answer, but bent over and breathed in my scent. She hesitated. "I feel your death." She whispered. I watched her, now unable to speak. "I will save you."
And with that, she sunk her fangs through my fur and into my flesh. My scream was heard by no one, for it never escaped my throat before I passed out in the snow, blood spilling down my neck.
I awoke where I had fallen before I was taken. The forest swayed around me as I roused. I felt dizzy, but somehow better than I ever had. My mind felt clear and my senses felt five times stronger. I could smell my family...I would find them. I jumped up and scampered toward their scent...
I stepped into the sunlight for a brief moment and screamed. It felt like I had been dowsed in boiling water. I stepped out of the sunlight, rolling in agony for a minute until the pain stopped. Panting, I slowly moved a paw toward the sunlight and hissed as the pain shot through my arm like I had received an electric shock. I bit my lip only to find another surprise; my teeth. They were so sharp...and my canines had grown what felt like half an inch, drawing blood from my lip as I bit into it.
I spit the blood out of my mouth somewhat reluctantly; it tasted...wonderful.
What had become of me?
I searched for a pond or a lake, distracted from my family by my changes. When I found one and caught sight of my appearance, I was momentarily shocked. My reflection was so faint that it didn't even appear to be there. It was as if I was a ghost. I squinted. My fur was about five shades darker. There was a long, deep cut that when through my right eye. But what shocked me the most was the pair of fangs that poked out from under my upper lip.
I backed away from the water, frightened.
I wanted to run to my family, but now something stopped me...something held me back. It felt like guilt; like I had wronged them. But I had done nothing...
But that did not keep me. I followed their scent, but after an hour of searching it finally dawned on me…they were gone. My eyes ran over the spot where we had slept before...
Tears formed in my eyes. I laid down in a spot in the grass where my mother had laid, whimpering softly.
I was alone.
I took me a few weeks to really figure out what I had become. I had lost the desire to live, but I could not die. I tried to starve myself, but I would pass out and wake up fully fed. This confused my above everything else.
Eventually, I gave up. But, as I came to find out, I couldn't feed myself. I tried to eat wild growing food sources, insects, and small animals like snails and frogs as I couldn't hunt yet. But nothing fed my growing hunger. It wasn't until I caught my first rabbit until I understood. It wasn't food I needed.
It was blood.
And thus I discovered what I had become. I had heard my parents talking about them before...
I was a vampire.
And so I grew up alone. There was always an empty spot in my heart where my family and friends had been. But, after a few years, I learned to love solitude.
I traveled the world, always keeping to the shadows until I grew used to rising at night. I lived the lonely, sick life of a vampire.
And then one night, while I was hunting, I sensed another of my kind. I kept low to the ground as I searched for the other. And the next thing I knew….
....I was here. Again. At the place I never wanted to return to.
And that is where I am now...I have been walking for days....and have still found no one.
.Vampiris m
Unless you are really dim, you will have noticed that I am a vampire by now. But I am...unlike most of them.
Yes, I drink blood. Yes, the sunlight burns my skin. Yes, my reflection is faint.
However, I do not turn into a bat. I find garlic quite tastey. I do not go hunting every night.
I hunt every week or so. Whenever I feel empty or hungry, I try to find a deer or smaller animal to...well, you know. But I am not hungry everyday. Sometimes The Hunger is triggered by anger or extreme dispair.
So far, I have not bitten anyone of my species. I hope it stays that way.
.Family
I bearly remember my mother, though it is her face I remember the most. I miss her very dearly. I wish to seek her, but what if she learned of what I had become? She would hate me. And I don't blame her.
I remember my father as well. We have the same eyes, though my colors are swapped for some reason. I miss him, as well. I seem to remember him less and less as the days go by...
My
sib l ings I fear I don't remember much at all. I remember playing with before we were seperated. But they are but a faded memory now. I would love to meet them all one day, along with my parents...
.Allies
Suki: Suki was my first friend ever. I remember, even as a child, I though she was...well... *his cheeks turn a bit red* ...pretty. I have not seen her for years. I am sure she has forgottne me by now.
Kan: Kan was my other friend. She is most unusual..she looks rather like a parrot. She used to play pranks on me. Or rather, we would play them on each other. I never trapped her in a net, though. :)
.Enemies
I have just one, though I am unsure of who she really is...
.Silence
Silence is my ghost tasu. My mother gave her to me when I was just a pup. She has wandered off many times, but we always manage to find each other again in the end. Silence is a wonderful companion, though she is named so for a reason. The tasu has never once made a sound. Not even a squeak or a purr...or whatever noise tasus are suppose to make. Though even through her unnerving quietness, she is very comforting and loyal.
.Love
It is too dangerous. I am fated to be alone.
.Adotables
I may be making Ronny some adoptables soon. :)
Adoptables of me:
.Awards
I have none, but Snix might be making some for me soon.
.Link s
.Regards
I am sorry we had to meet on such a grim note.
Regards, guest.
(Snix Family)
(Neomail Snix for a link trade.)
Some major love
goes out to Aldra for
not only letting me keep Ron,
but also for both his paint brush
and Silence, his ghost tasu.
I love you, Aldra. x)
And some random love for Jessie.
She's awesome.
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