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Name: Kiiilalia
Alias: Kalia
Age(human): Unknown
Gender: Mare
Species: Uni
Breed: Pure Egyptian Arabian
Type: Desert Equine
Herd: Many
Other: Desert Rose petal as the center of a necklace, and a bright neon blue anklet around all four fetlocks.
Father: Deceased
Mother: I think she might have died...
Crush: He's gone...
Love: He's gone...
Foals: None
Abilities: Can create Desert Roses at will, unstable fire powers!!

{:.Story.:}

I remember waking up to the feel of a muzzle on my cheek. When I opened my eyes I saw Kidhar; he looked different, but it didn't matter. He was still Kidhar, and that's all that I cared about. He had woken me, it seemed that I had fallen and crashed my head against the ground and my memories were erased. The only thing that remained in my mind was Kidhar; he was the only one that had stayed.

I asked Kidhar where I was and why I felt so badly... he embraced me with his neck and told me that everything was going to be okay. Instantly I felt my head stop throbbing and I felt so safe with him, I could've stayed there forever... I'm so glad he was there when I woke. If he wasn't, I'd be a lost mare.

Then I said I knew why he was the only thing I remembered. Of course he wanted to know, but I knew I shouldn't have said it. I wish I could go back and just not say it. But I did, so he asked, and I had to answer. I... I said that it was because I loved him. I remembered only him because I loved him.

He was shocked, yes, and this made me think there was another mare that perhaps is close to or had already secured his heart... I knew I'd be broken forever if there was. But he told me that there wasn't, and I relaxed a good deal and put my head at his shoulder. I felt so complete with him.

Then, he gave me a kiss on the cheek! I swear he could've heard my heart beating so hard, and I gave him one back xD He promised to me that he would tell me when he was ready for love, and told Kidhar this: I will always be there for you, always be there loving you, waiting until you are ready.

Take your time, love is nothing to be rushed.

But after time, I asked him if he liked Gwen, but he told me that he knew she had a crush on him but didn't love her back. So I thought I was the only one, until he mentioned a mare named Apocalypse. The name made me shiver and I could only woner what she looked like, and he said she had ripped skin... and then I saw her in the Hellion Herd. A living nightmare she is, and I couldn't believe Kidhar actually broke away from Gwen's side to rush to her.

It was obvious. I thought I would be the one, but so obvious it was that Kidhar loved Apocalypse. The first time he laughed, and he was with her that he laughed. I knew it right then, I knew he loved her so, painfully, I let go. It was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, letting Kidhar go, but... *sighs* Nevermind.

So lucky Tor was there, because if he wasn't then I'd be lost. He was a flirt and such a polite gentleman and I suppose I did have a small crush on him. But not anymore, I didn't know why, but it just disappeared...

I met Syarii, and he was... different than all the others. He saved my life when I met him, from a dust storm. He didn't flirt with me, he enjoyed my prescence greatly... and... I enjoyed his too. He was the god of saddness, but for some reason I didn't feel his sad aura and it didn't make me feel desolated to depressed. He told me I was an exception, and I was very glad I am. Syarii... there was another mare named Rosie, and she had a crush on Syarii too. I was afraid that the same thing was going to happen as what happened to me and Kidhar, but to my delight and surprise he chose me!

I felt so happy, so full of joy and love it was inexplainable. Syarii was the best mate I could ever ask for, until... he left. He disappeared without a word. Not a goodbye, not anything. He left me cold and alone, just like that. I would have never EVER imagined him to be the type of stallion who would do such a thing, but he did it to me and so once again, I am struck single. Am I cursed? Is it my destiny to be unloved, lonely, and sad? Why does this keep happening to me?!

{:.Loves and Hates.:}

{:.Loves.:}

::The Desert
:An Oasis
::My Friends/Family
:Kindness
::Honesty
:Love
::Speed
:Racing (especially with the Desert Winds!)
::The Sun/Clouds/Moon/Stars
:Happyness
::Dunes
:Sand

{:.Dislikes.:}

::Hatred
:Anger
::Killing
:Blood
::Death
:Hackers
::Art Thieves
:The Cold
::Sickness/Disease
:Insanity
::Evil Creatures

{:.Family.:}

:( They're both dead... I think... my father is dead for sure, I remember that... but I don't remember if my mother is, though I'm pretty sure she must be...

{:.Friends.:}

Kidhar
He was best friend. He was the only one I remembered after my collision that drove all my memories from me, though I know why... and I told him. He was shocked at first, and then I began to think there was another mare, but he told me there wasn't, so I relaxed. He gave me a kiss on the cheek!! 8D And he makes me feel so great... he said--no, he promised me--that he would tell me when he was ready for love, and we used to be crushing... until he told me about Apocalypse. He fell for her and I'm still here, I've let him go and it's the hardest thing I've ever done... you're a lucky mare Apocalypse. I miss him because I haven't seen him in a very long time, and I wonder how he's doing...

Caliburn
A very powerful stallion I met at the borders of the desert in a forest right beside it. He has amazing amber eyes with red tints, and they never blink! I find myself staring a lot which is really embarrassing, but he says that lots of other equine seem to go into a trance-like state when he looks at them. He's very mysterious and in a way even dark, and has trouble keeping himself under control when he mentions his brother, a wolf named Kira, and anything else that's to his dislike. He's very interesting, basically. xD He disappeared a while ago though, and I'm not sure if we'll ever see each other again...

Gwen
I didn't really know her that well, but she's very nice to me in the few times we've met so it doesn't matter! It seems she's a quote "best" un-quote friend of Kidhar's too; poor Kidhar, I bet all his friends are mares! Anyway, I met Gwen in the Hellion Herd, the herd I was in, and she seems like a very kind mare so I look forward to getting to know her ^^ I used to think that Kidhar had a crush on her too, but he told me that he didn't return her love. It seems he's fallen for a mysterious mare named Apocalypse... but it seems Gwen has a love of her own named Cyclone and even two foals now so I know she's happy.

Tor
This stallion was handsome. He was a HUGE flirt and I admit I did flirt with him too, even if I didn't have a crush on him. He kept flattering me with so many words that flirts use... *blushes* Anyway, we got attacked by coyotes, and a lot of them, much later on. He seems so familiar to me, when I saw him I know I've known him from before... I just can't remember who he was. He's an amazing stallion, saving my life more than once, and he's so FLIRTY I can't even sum it up. Tor has this grin he gives me that makes me blush every time, I know he has to be famous for it. He's Gwen's brother, too, and loves to embarrass her by flirting with me every time she looks at him xDD Once again, he's disappeared and I hope I get to see him again one day...

Syarii

Syarii... we met when he saved my life from a dust storm. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be the same mare. Or maybe I wouldn't even be here. I thank him so much for that. He was funny, kind, and just so fun to be around I very much enjoyed his prescence.... more than anyone else's, actually. He's the god of saddness, but I didn't believe it at first. I didn't feel an ounce of saddness when I'm with him... in fact I was happier and more cheerful when I was with him. I... had a crush on him... and... he told me that I was the one who he had a crush on, so we became mates. But now I know why he was the god of saddness... he left me without a word or warning and I haven't seen him in so long I've almost forgotten what he looked like... his disappearance gave me unmentionable pain in my heart and I don't know if I'll ever be able to love again after this...

Rosie

Well... those who've seen us together with Syarii wouldn't say we were friends... she was Syarii's other friend who she said she loved him, and Syarii fell into a deep sleep... I talked to him telepathically and contacted him, he said that it happened everytime he had a crush on a mare. Of course I asked him who he liked, but he said he'd tell me when he woke... but about Rosie when I saw Syarii in the Hellion Herd and the Haunted Carousel Herd Rosie became very protective of him, glared at me many times, and just been so aggressive... just like the other times before. I try to be nice to her, it was very hard because of her attitude but someday I hope we make peace!

{:.Awards.:}

{:.Customs.:}

{:.Basic Adopts.:}

None yet...

{:.Old Style Customs.:}

{:.Fan Art.:}

OMW OMW OMW OMW!!!! Wind, THANK YOU!!! I adore your art, it's so amazing!!! AHHHH I GOT FAN ART FROM Wind!!! -spazz- xDD

-faints- Anna this is SOOO FANTABULOUS!!! It's MAGNIFICENT, I can't believe it!! Thank you SO SO SO SO much for this fan art of Kalia, I love it!! -tackles Beta and Anna-

-gigglespazz- ANOTHER fan art from Wind!! This is great!! Thank you SO VERY MUCH for taking your time and effort to make such a piece of beauty!! AND it even includes Kidhar!! Aww, Kalia's crush (they're not mates ;P) That's so sweet!! And you even made them blush!! Aww, Wind, you're so nice, I can never tell you how thankful I am for this, even Kalia loves it!!

Kalia: I do!! -tears- Thanks Wind!! You make Kidhar look so handsome... I'll cherish this forever, 'cause I'll steal it from Midnight to put in my own home...

OH!!!! This piece of art is so AMAZING!!! Thank you SO much Tor and nite_flyer, this is awesome!!!

Kalia: *tackles Tor* It-It's... *is speechless* WE LOOK SO AWESOME, NITE-FLYER!!

-gapes- This is even better than the last one!! Nite-flyer did this fanart of Tor and Kalia because she didn't like the old one, but I do so I'm leaving both on here!!! OMG I can't believe all the beautiful detail that was put in this picture, it's so awesome!!

Kalia: Look how handsome Tor looks!! -blushes- And me! Nite_flyer got me so well!!! I love the background, it looks just like home ^^

{:.Return.:}

Coming Soon ;)

{:.Farewell.:}

UNDER MAJOR RE-CONSTRUCTION!!!!!!!