**WELCOME**
A large male kougra lays in the shadows of the forest,hie head rested upon his paws wearily.His massive paw rests over a small white flower.His eyes are cold and a dark teal color.His pelt is a deep maroon,gray covers his paws and eart.A red-orange mane in around his neck and his forelock is the same color.Scars and bruises cover his body,some deeper than others.Optics shift their gaze from the flower to you,his cold stare makes you a bit nervous. "...Welcome...I..guess...
**Friends**
Yes I /do/ have friends,not very many but I do have some.
Ikareii-Not really a friend,He's my brother.I had to list him here because he was always there for me,he always looked out for me,He's older than me but I'm bigger now.
He's very handsome I must say and all the faes seem to like him,ah well,I'm happy with the friends I have,After all,I know a few kougresses who are very lovely.
Shakomi-Ah yes...The love of my life...Taken when she had barely begun to live,why is fate so cruel?...I will love you Shakomi,for all eternity.
Shenzi_-Shenz,or Shorty as I call her.We have some great times together.Shorty is a sort of,vegetarian kougress,she doesn't eat meat but I respect that and I have chosen not to eat meat while I'm around her...even if I can't get a hold of those berries right...-squishes a berry-...Oops...
PBT-PBT...PBT...What can I say about PBT?Not really a friend,more of an...aquintance...She seems kind and nice but I'll have to get to know her better before I really say anything...
Lustrah-I have just recently met this Kougress but it seems that we have more in common than I thought.She appears cold hearted and 'evil' but I see beyond all that.I think there is at least /some/ sensitivity beyond that hard and tough exterior...
**Story**
My story begins a while back...I was just a young kougra then,My mother gave birth to my brother,Ikareii,and I.My mother loved us dearly but my father...he thought otherwise.It was my odd coloring that made him hate me,how I will never know.Well as Ikareii and I grew I began to realize that father did,in fact,hate me.One dreadful day Father and mother got into one of their arguments about us.We thought it would be over soon but then it got serious.Father leapt at Mother...he killed her almost instantly.Then he turned on me,snarling and growling,smirking and spitting he neared.Ikareii leapt up onto fathers face,clawing at his eyes and ears."Run!" he said "Run Khar!"...and so I did...I ran,I kept running untill I collapsed from heat exhaustion.As I grew even more I realized that father was following me.I kept on my toes,thinking that he had killed Ikareii,I watched out for him...I couldn't sleep...ever,that fear of being killed kept me awake at night.Even if I was to fall asleep,Father would be there,watching me from a distance...Father attacked me one night while i was desperatly searching for somewhere to hide.I was hurt badly,then along came the humans.They carried weapons that spit fire and killed father.They scooped me up and took me to their home.Over the course of a few years I was raised to be a fighting kougra.I was injected every other day with some strange liquid that made me three times the size of the standard kougra.I finally broke free from them one day,that's when I met her.I was badly injured and I had apparantly left a trail of blood.She came to my aid.She was beautiful and kind,sweet and gentle.Her name was Shakomi...Queen_Shakomi.She helped me,healed me and befriended me.Little did I know that a few years later we'd be in love and have plans to be married.We had a daughter...just thinking about it makes me hurt...Unfortunaly our plans were broken.My love was struck with a terrable disease...it killed her.Shakomi,the only one who I could love and trust...was dead...Why is fate so cruel?
I mourned her death for years to come...I tried to forget...forget about Shakomi,my daughter,my past...everything.I lay beneath a large oak tree,wishing that death will take me soon.That's when I met Shenzi.She looked so happy,I longed to avoid her.Shenzi approached me and we began to talk.She is kind and gentle,sweet and funny too.As much as I dislike to say it,We became friends.She told me once that when she looks at me...she's home.That made me feel...great,Someone actually cares about me.Shenzi also said that...she loved me but I'm not so sure,I'm going to avoid that feeling as long as I can,I don't want to hurt anymore.
I met PBT some time later,wandering the beach after a shipwreck.She seems nice but I made her cry...I hate doing that...Makes me think of Shakomi...She wants to be my friend but...I don't know...Who would want to be friends with a beast?
I've been meeting alot of fae's lately,are there no male kougras anymore?Ah well,the faes are lovely I must say,Like Lustrah.I met her not too long ago,she has a very unique pelt and is a wisecracker.We spent out first few minuets spitting out insults and comments about each other.We finally got onto some real conversation.I think she may be nice beneath her touch exterior...perhaps she's Kind somewhere.
**Adopts**
**Love**
...I have loved once...Shakomi...Queen_Shakomi...-sigh- I miss her dearly...
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